Cage 

impatient    the masochist's blood runs in my veins    I wait for you, the sadist
if I can do it    with a poisonous kiss

because of sorrow I cannot see virtue    you are the last mother
the memory buried so that you won't realise    the first mother
even though the clock turns backwards    the sin I've committed can't be changed
the first and last person who understood me    is burned into my memory

see me resisting    strongly and then kindly forcing a decision
I can never tell you
the creaking sound of leather hurts me    let's make the wound even deeper
you, deeply jealous    are you always so cold-hearted?
even now I don't want to forget    the abuse of my childhood
why don't I have a mother? tell me...

someday I'll realise kindness    inside the mother*-like "cradle"...

because of anguish I cannot see before me    my last mother
at least, so that you won't realise    the first mother
even though the clock turns backwards    the sin I've committed can't be changed
the first and last person who understood me     is destroyed

were you too kind to me?    the reflection of a trauma from long ago
I destroyed you, the last one    am I a sadist?

Lyrics - Kyo
Music - Kaoru